I Had A Girl In My World (Silence, Sadness, Loneliness)

I had a girl in my world,
And my heart is still with her.

But she is not with me anymore,
Seems like a dark void is to make our love undone.

She couldn't live where I would be,
I couldn't be where she should need.

Silence stilled the air,
Words and voice made us sit the angry chair.

Why we have to live somewhere,
Couldn't we live nowhere, anywhere?

Sadness engulfed like a burning flame,
Can this be love instead of a painful game?

Two hearts yearning for each other,
Two minds trying to take cover.

Two or one?
What happened, what shall be done?

Loneliness flying sky high towards distant lands,
Painful words piercing us like venomous darts.

Will this be the anguishing end?
Will there be nothing but mocking and urge to defend?

Curious situation,
Instead of playing the strings of salvation,

From this world of cold embrace,
We pulled the mimics of our own affiliation,

Running away alone instead of standing side by side,
Against whatever we could face in this vivid rotation.

"C'est la vie", they say,
But this will not make me find my way.

Loneliness is a freedom of choice,
Some choose it, instead of rejoice.

Can you blame them for this trust,
They pay to their love lust?

No one can say,
Why it happens this way.

All man can do,
Is say, "life goes on",
"I better hold my own",
"And let no one tear me down".

Will this happen to be,
No one can really see.
You just look in the air,
And choose whether to sit the lonely chair.